for you and only you.

its five oclock in the afternoon and i have done nothing productive today except wash my hair and wash my car [inside and out].

its hard being here when everyone is busy with final projects, and fashion shows, and exams, and work. i guess it helps me get used to being alone. yesterday i drove downtown for a while. then got saigon to go and went to home run video. old memories washed over me. like hours and hours of searching for videos. renting clockstoppers instead of clockwatchers. lindsey going into the porn room. old gallery. cold nights on the cold seats with very short skirts. the very first time i met jeremiah was at gallery. i was wearing an oversized throwdown hoodie that jeff gave me.

im glad i am going to a school that is worth a damn. although it is a pain in my ass to have to send in portfolios of five classes i have already taken, in order to get credit for them. anyone have any idea what i should send infor intro to textiles. i dont think we made anything.

not to mention all of my artwork is in storage at czarnowski. good thing i labeled all of the boxes.

leigh and jeremiah are moving to atlanta. too bad i am leaving atlanta.

i feel totally blown off. i think i have learned that i am too overbearing and overwhelming and i scare people away. so those of you that are my friends and stick around, thanks for dealing with me.

fashion show on thursday. i am really excited about this. i am helping out backstage. and tomorrow at five i am getting both of my legs tattooed. sally and martin.

when i get home i want more sleepovers. more swimming. more late night talks. and new invitations.