ro is so bogus.

last night we went to our friends luke and joshs new house. and guess where it is. 696 berne street. spencers old house. it was weird. i sat on the porch and remembered all the nights i spent sitting out there. i tried to remember what was going on at this time last year. august of last year spencer was about to start school again and i was working at crescent moon still. i lived at spencers because my dad told me i couldnt live with my mom. i was looking for apartments with jenn. we went to apre diem and had coffee a lot.
so many memories of times past. sometimes i wish it could be like that. but then i remember where i am now. i am a much happier person now with so many wonderful friends. i am starting a school i actually care about. i am getting new jobs. i have a new house. im going to get a new pet. [rip holden].
ro and i are hanging out in matts room and we arent sure if he is going to freak out when he walks in the door.
tonight was nicoles birthday dinner. i really miss her. i dont know if she knows it but i do. it made me sad to be there. i didnt feel welcome. it was a new group of people. other people cleaning and cooking. that was me, i am supposed to be the one taking care of things. and i had nothing to do with the party. i felt like some people were pretend polite nice to me because they had to be. it sucks that things are like that.
i got a job at the fine dining restaurant that is opening up at the woodruff arts center. orientation starts on the 26th. i finally got my in, in the fine dining world. i am excited to be a server again, and not just a host at vickerys.
fin.