i received an email from one of my dearest friends who means the world to me. its nice to know that all the way across the world, in greece, someone thinks of you.
life has been rather difficult. i have been trying to figure things out, but keep going back to my old ways. old roads that i think lead to happiness that instead only lead to trouble and more sadness. more confusion. more drama.
late night talks and remembering to take my medication help things out.
i broke down at work in the middle of the rush and didnt stop crying until all of the tables were up. and now today my head hurts and my eyes are squinty and my head is heavy.
sheldon from work brought me project runway, so for the time remaining before work, that is what i will be feasting on. marta to and from work again. i really dont know what to do about my car. i need help.
leigh and i lunched today. that is our favorite thing to do on off days, at least off lunch days. i am so lucky to have my best friend right next door in my house. someone to do crossword puzzles with. we both have pens, and play twister with our arms to fill out the puzzle. our hair is long. our bodies are different. we like different things than we used to. we [i] have different boyfriends, different friends. but we are still favorites. i love her.