monday night.

oh how things have changed.
its monday night and jenn and i are on our couch with dueling laptops.
our plan is liquor, sex and the city season six part one, and jessica.

id like to drink away my sadness for one night.

as for tomorrow, im starting fresh. no more crying. no more throwing up. school. lunch with cassandra. meeting with paul. dinner with someone special.

im really hoping, and if i believed, praying, that i will continue this process, succeed, and win [back] the prize.

so goodnight boys, its girls night.