this morning dave asked me if i had a stick.

a stick for beating off all the boys with because i look so cute.

what a little darling. also he gave me 20 to live off of for the day because my check hasnt gone through yet.
life is so good with him in it.

im thinking of being a housewife for halloween.

to those of you that know what is going on in my life, i have been very busy.

i gave my speech on the west memphis three today.
www.wm3.org if youre interested.
i got a 97. so that makes me feel a lot better.

i like that one thing dave said he likes about me is that i am such a hard working when it comes to school. i really try hard to excell.

i have to suffer through american government for two and a half hours in a few minutes. then i have fashion for the rest of the night, until i can drag myself home and go to sleep.

my jacket is coming along, i am making the muslin sample today. im very excited to see if it turns out anything like my drawings and flats.

i work a double tomorrow and then on saturday and then the whole week starts over again.

patrick told me he is making the fall video especially for me which i am very excited about. it will be the documentation of the final months of our huge group still being friends. it was from a year ago now.

funny how things change.

apparently anna is in town i heard from ro.

wish i had heard it from her. oh well.

ill see her tonight.

letting go.

if only it were this easy.

give me that old fashioned romance.

here is a basic update.

its mine and daves one year anniversary.
i am making dinner while he is out with his friend. complete with strawberry kiwi jello. ha!

my work schedule is pretty consistent. i make enough money to shop when i want.

school is going to be tough. i have high ambitions in my apparel three class. i am not sure why i am trying to go beyond the expectations but i just want to push myself as far as i can without cracking.

my car was found in an impoud lot and will cost 1500 to get out. i am working on it, but i might be getting scammed.

my dad and pat were here for my birthday and we went to dinner at rathbuns with dave. we had a nice time and a lot of good food. my dad and dave both liked eachother.

my party was totally wack, no need to even go there.

im sad i have lost so many of my friends. i feel like i dont really see anyone. when i think i want to hang out with someone, i cant even think of anyone. or the ones i do dont answer or are busy. i have found myself eating out alone, shopping, reading, watching tv, doing homework, spending a lot of time alone. of course there is dave but we dont really hang out during the day. its going to be hard getting used to pat not being upstairs, or down the street.

im doing a speech on the west memphis three, and in preparation i am reading devils knot. its the whole documented story about the trial. it is gruesome. but very interesting. i find myself cringing while reading, thinking about how this is not fiction.

i wish i hung out with everyone more. pat is gone so none of the last summer people call. they have a new crew anyway. i am jealous of ro and jamie living together. they get to do fun things and always have someone around. i guess i gave that up when i moved in with dave.