leigh and i are watching paradise lost 2 and we are really getting pumped on free the west memphis three. we have decided we are going to get the bumper stickers and the shirts and alter them. we want to sign a list to try and help. i remember a few years ago when henry rollins came and did a benefit for the three boys. its really fucking crazy. and everyone please read up on it because it is so fucked up.

complications. injustice. deliberation. whats the deal.

i bought a car today.
bmw 528i. 1981.




its a little sketchy right now.
blinkers dont work.
hood keeps popping open.
windows dont roll down right now.
tape player doesnt work.

but i only paid 1500 for it. i deposited 2945.00 into my account today.
i am hoping for a new computer as well.

last night dave and i had our date night. we went to fritti and ate a lot of italian goodness.
i rented paradise lost two which leigh and i have been looking for, for four years.
we watched harry potter for the fourth night and still havent finished it.
things are really really good right now.

leigh just gave me a dave fm coozie.

i found these pictures at my moms house.

my mom.


vincent.


all cats minus bootie.


my mom dressed up for a murder mystery dinner. and me how i looked at the time.


my old room.


the house i grew up in.


my stepsister and her dog.


christmas at my moms last year. the dining room, the second christmas tree.

check dryer sweetie pie

fuck being a busser. seriously. i need to be a back waiter.
dinner tomorrow night with dave. finally. date night.
i have burns and bruises and blisters.
i have nothing good to say. soon i will have no rental car. and a piece of shit car.
ahh movie time.
this is pointless.
jamie is in my bed.

off to ellijay!

dave has internet.
he is making me a cheese quesadilla as we speak.
i love jamie. she is now number six in my phone.
she bought me new shampoo and we have girls night almost every night

i just schooled dave on the fine points of macintosh. i think i have convinced him to get a mac mini. i always wanted someone i know to have one.

it is unbelieveably cute how little he knows about computers.

sugar pants.

hearing things you already knew still hurt when they are brought to the surface.
my newest memories are ones full of cold weather, movies, scarves, shopping, new friends, sex and the city season five, and rental cars.
where are ro and nick and jessica and kyle and zach and mike and everyone else i see all of the time.
i watched the summer video again and i really have the most wonderful friends.
back to emerils tonight. i had my 'weekend'. which is sunday and monday.
do not eat ru sans sushi buffet. it will disappoint you every time.
off to see my lady.

pita pizza for three

emails and messages.
latte and hot chocolate.
new friendship orientation video.
plastic to go cups. [for the kids table]
daytime daytime movie tomorrow.

im glad this is happening.

as we frolick around

at emerils i am called dollface by the manager.
i was complimented on my excellent service, and told that i 'rocked' by a guest. they called a manager over and told him that they thought i was awesome and entertaining and i made them laugh.
i got slipped ten dollars by someone.
i got asked to do a private party for a couple who live in suwanee on deceber 17th/ he said 'ill make it worh your while'. i love that phrase.
i slipped and fell on the floor last night and had to fill out an accident report.
this gay black guy sheldon at work said 'you know, i think you are so cute,' then he proceeded to say 'child, i better get home cause you know i gotta watch me some survivor'.

im still in a rental car, one that when it is 37 degrees out, tells me it is 'icey'.
my car is hopefully totaled. thirteen thousand dollars damage to repair. i am so unlucky.

dave is taking me on a date on sunday and im so excited.
ive worked sixty hours this week.

ive learned to be alone. i went to starbucks, home depot, and petsmart. jesse peed on the calanders.

fin.

o bee chomp tay

no computer.
no car.
my phone is always breaking.

i have been working everyday. my next day off is on sunday. my last day off was on friday. i work three doubles this week. i better start having enough money to pay for things.

i woke up in a depressed mood. ran out of cigarettes. drove home very slow. received a call from enterprise saying my car was due back. returned home to dog pee on the floor and no one to talk to.

i have to go to gwinnett to drop off my keys to hendrick collision.

i want a kitten. and someone who is as nice to me as i am them. ie. i walk the dog. do the dishes. cuddle. rub the back. make food. get drinks. am i so hard to please?

i am in patricks room and there are four gerbils in here.

my dad has an asian girlfriend who said i was beautiful and wrote me a fifty dollar check.

always your mother will watch over you. as you avenge this wicked deed.

productive day with my non boyfriend boyfriend.
washed four loads of laundry.
washed hair.
ate at harry and sons. his treat.
watched 1/3 of the first season of scrubs.
watched sisterhood of the travelling pants. really. its good. and sad.
matt just said he is going to 'watch the game'. what?
everyone at my house is crazy!
dave is home tonight!

so far, this week has had its up and downs. but mostly downs.
for the poetic recap:
www.livejournal.com/users/twocapablefists

on halloween i dressed up as a witch. again. devin was slutty me. we both got very drunk. i drank a bottle and a half of wine. i kissed everyone.
my car got broken into and they stole my powerbook.
leighs car got towed.
leigh and i got into a wreck. whiplash ensued.
pending lawsuit?
i started work at emerils. chef was there last night.
i took my nails off and they hurt.
dave called me twice. hes back on sunday.

rent is due today.
i have to write matts checks for him.
transfer money from pats account to mine.
go to the atm for katie.

is anyone even old enough to live on their own.
goddamn. get your fucking rent money together before you go out of town.
and grow up.